In fond memory of the curse

25 years of the curse upon a city . The curse of absolute capitalism

पन्ने

पन्नों पे चल रही है बेजान ज़िन्दगी |
लफ़्ज़ों पे चढ़ रही है परवान ज़िन्दगी |
पन्ने पलटता हूँ , अलफ़ाज़ बदल जाते हैं |
अंजाम बदलते नहीं , आग़ाज़ बदल जाते हैं
सफें बदलती नहीं , मोकाम बदल जाते हैं
सियाही बदलती नहीं , पैगाम बदल जाते हैं |
पन्ने पलटता हूँ , अलफ़ाज़ बदल जाते हैं |

जिल्द बदलती नहीं , सोराख़ बदल जाते हैं
रौशनी बदलती नहीं , चिराग़ बदल जाते हैं
ज़मीर बदलता नहीं , सिफ़ात बदल जाते हैं
कलम बदलती नहीं , दवात बदल जाते हैं |
पन्ने पलटता हूँ , अलफ़ाज़ बदल जाते हैं |

मखता बदलता नहीं , मिसरे बदल जाते हैं
बहाव बदलते नहीं , पहरे बदल जाते हैं
क़ाफिये बदलते नहीं , कलाम बदल जाते हैं
मुमताज़ बदलते नहीं , नाकाम बदल जाते हैं |
पन्ने पलटता हूँ , अलफ़ाज़ बदल जाते हैं |

my first hand at counterstrike !

i m back guys with my second post......sorry to inform you but this time i aint expressing my grudges but yess this thing deserves to be belonging to graveyard..................
it happened so that we guys were just lazing out in the quadrangle after having a long night phatta session and discussing figures....(please dont misunderstand them as body figures....we aint so cheap...:P) and those who still do must be knowing me for years....hahhaha
one guy to other "dont u think that we should "patau" a girlfriend now ?? "...the other guy says..."ya i have been pondering bout it since 2 years" ...hahhaa
well i rather forgot to inform u all dat it happens to be most looked for question in IIT-K...
i personally believe it to be included into JEE curriculum ...and somebody able to offer a permanent solution should be given wild card entries into IIT's.......let me get back to my original topic....
so we were lazing around then and then somebody's mind strikes and he speaks out..."guys!! what about the idea of playin CS whole night ??" seems as if everybody was expecting that question.....coz as they heard about cs it was like damn sure man!!!!!! we are always ready for that
there was just one in-experienced guy (me) ....rest of them were decent enough at it.....
i dont know what obbesion do i have to the word "grudge"....the very next moment grudge (me) enters d map..... first 30 matches were like 21-9 and then i switched side and my nick too....d game changed suddenly.............seemed as somebody propelled fire into my hole too......and i was like making other guys frustated and amazed by a newbie............next 8 hours there were just "5-6" words around........"terrorists , counter-terrorist , head shot , sniper , aom...LMG , back up..follow me...fire in the hole.....cover....bullpop..head shot...duck..sorry i cant remember more"..guns all around...one thing i have ever dreamt off i could have done...ut really felt amazing.....following somebody all round as if a tiger is finding an intelligent way to catch his prey down......and den den taking a u-turn wen u find some intelligent plotting on....i remember the bat and owl chase....its almost like dat......bat trying his heart out to dodge the owl ..after having every other type of night out this one was first of its kind....hail the guns for this mind-blowing experience.......whle i am writing this blog i am also dowloading cs onto ma lappy in the background for first time.....may be a new striker into the making.....hhahaha....it was like i never knew when d time went on....in no moments we had already played about 1000 one-on-one fights and it was 8 am in the morning..extreme fun....and thnx for everyone elses company......god knows what he does to the time when we want more .. seems he is exploiting some grudge with time and me .........lol.........:P

where is this country heading to ?

atlast gettin inspired by many of my fellow friends,i m blogging now..........i dont know what will be the response....but i am writing watever is coming to ma mind.......forgive me for my small vocabulary and poor english.....i m trying to improve upon it.......lol..

while browsing thru one of my favourite communities on orkut i came thru a poll called "what would u do if u were eleceted as cm of ur state?"...............i was rather surprised by the response it had.............majority of the guys and gals voted for "modernisation" ,"fighting terror" and "building flyover and civil infrastructure" and there were no takers for issues like "poverty,education,happines index and hunger"....i dont know why people are responding in such manner....d only reason i find suggestive is that majority of public which voted in the polls was from "educated middle class" of the country and they are very excited about seeing a beautiful and modern country.....they think this is wat development stands for.....they live in cities and dream of cities.............dey think when country loses 50,000 jobs den it is a problem forgetting that every year thousands of poors commit suicide........... thousands die of hunger......millions of dem due to epidemics and bad civic utililities available...................

i have no grudge to anybody but i am worried for wat would happen when todays young generation becomes the next generation of the country.... i suspect then the country would land into a bigger poverty and stratification problem than today...nd d problem has no takers den.........

i am also a youngster and like evry other iitian i am very excited about the money too......but what i also believe is paying back to country what u have gained from.............dis is how the richer class of the society should respond for the country's sustainable development.

i genuinely think dis is d reason why youngster in the country appreciate people like modi and chandrababu naidu.............dey neva understand dat how much social differences ,policies of such governments have developed in a society.......dey dont think about the conflict it is leading towards................ i know this article might drive me into some controversy....... but i thought like i should start from the point which grief's me d most today........

it is very easy to convert mumbai into "shanghai" and delhi into "tokyo" but the point is that we have more important issues to solve today in dis country than doing this...i think if everybody is happy , it is more sattisfying than a place where lower sections of the society are tortured and ill-treated.........its very easy for a government to invest everything into a city and make it shanghai but it wont ever pay for mumbai cause it has its share of slums too.........what would happen to them.....they would be thrown out of the city and the situation worsens when they drive into crime..............

i liked a recent movie of naseeruddin shah called "barah aana" ..it talked about the same issue i am discussing here today............if u havent watched it...do watch it today...it clearly signifies whats happening in our society dese days and where is the society heading towards..........a place where nobody is happy and everybody is after money........th richer exploits poor and the poor in return drives into crime and tries to take revenge from everybody who exploited dem.....finally landing into a place of no return "prison cells".................

i still think there's hope of youth changing its attitude towards society and its development.....
otherwise i dont see a nice place for the country to be heading...atlast we become blind followers of money and no respect for values and morals of our culture.......

hope this changes soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!